saya sedih bila pernyataan di salah ertikan.
I believe that in the end everything will work out just fine. But tell me, how can it be completed if, I don’t start doing anything now. How can it turn out okay? I tried to think and focus my mind to it. But every time it fails to stay longer. I can’t focus. I can’t concentrate.
Honestly, the correct term is, I’m blur. I know nothing. And practically, I’m panicking! I don’t know where and when to start. I don’t understand how it works. I just don’t get it. I can’t understand why I pick that topic and what the hell was I’m thinking to think that I can pull out this thing. I’m just completely blank.
Sometimes, I just feel like I don’t care about it. Not even a single thing. I don’t care what will happen in the future. Those feelings really knock my head down. I am truly feeling everything the opposite way. I do care. I just felt that if I act like I don’t care, then it wouldn’t hurt so much if I failed. But it doesn’t easily happen that way.
I don’t wanna talk about it. I don’t wanna talk about it. I don’t wanna talk about me or anything that comes or leads me to FYP. It just a burden to my head. And seriously all I wanna do is just forgetting everything about it. I just wanna do nothing. Full stop.
“Why do I have to be the responsible grown up who worries? Why can't I be the cute, carefree Irish guy who sings all the time?”
